time on my side with nothing to show for it

Well dang nab it... I cannot even update my own blog lately... very frustrating! I endeavor to really dive in to my thoughts and things I've been wanting to write about. So many thoughts, so many mixed feelings... so many things happening...

Am I who I really am? Am I still me? I know I am a bit skinnier (YAY), but with that I feel a bit like a shell of a person lately. Feel kinda ready to be Kymmie. I guess she has needed to recover and re-invent her physical status. I like to think that she's still there - only dormant - getting ready to make a full, happy, recovery, maybe even be more fresh, a better momma, a better wife, a better friend. A better me.

Do I hope too much? Do I ask too much? Have I slipped away? I'm here... just can't be exactly the way I want to be...yet.

I am me... I hope to be a better me.

HAPPY 7th BIRTHDAY Little Boo! 7/27/02

I just cannot believe she's 7! It went by so fast. I held her tiny little form when she was born and wondered at the miracle placed on me. How could I be so lucky and blessed? She was strong and continues to be strong. She is a fighter, a leader, independent, and mine.

Why does time soar along so fast? I held her tightly, caressing her and loving her tiny little form. Loving how she fit in my arms. I blinked. She changed. She is no longer my tiny baby - but she is so big & strong, beautiful, growing and changing so fast. I am afraid to blink again. I am afraid I will miss something of this small, little wonder. I am afraid that she will blossom and change so fast that my heart will not grow with her.

how little you were...

Ahhh time is a funny thing. But time does give us blessings of watching the wonder of the world through their eyes. And seeing all the miracles of their becoming "themselves". So special. So sacred.

My baby... my tiny little Boo... seven. When did it happen?

Happy birthday sweet Boo Boo Bear... Happy Birthday to my baby, always.

Musings on how time can just go by so fast...