It's been a week of bittersweet feelings... I don't like it.
I've been doing pretty well. We've made it almost through our year of "firsts". I've had so many people call and write offering such sweet support! I truly appreciate all the support. The year anniversary date of losing my nephew Andrew has come and gone - along with my 16yr wedding anniversary and my parents 44th. I thought it would be a lot harder... but actually the days before were the hardest & saddest.
I focused on my Mr Safety Man! I cannot believe it's been 16yrs married! It's been a blink!!
So this weekend was not a fun weekend... but it was a necessary one. We've been sorting, organizing, cleaning, throwing out, trying on, giving to Goodwill, etc etc etc. It feels good to get my life back in order. But for some reason I just don't feel like I have.
This summer is supposed to be about fun, spending time with my girls, and just make up for last summer. And I just don't think I'm there. I feel horrible that I'm always cleaning this place, always have something that needs to be done.
I see people and they are getting so much done, they're reading every day, doing fun crafts, just doing awesome stuff... and I feel like I haven't... But I guess maybe we have. Perhaps I am just whining...
I dunno you tell me - here's what we've been up to...
The first 10 days we were on vacation in Maine. We did get to do a lot of fun things...Like
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| Dedicating an important bench in Grammy San's name, spending time with Pam, Linda, & Sandy - we love you! |
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| Special lady! |
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| Installing Grammy San's granite bench in the woods on MORSE MT |
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| Finding beautiful spots, spying Fairy Houses |
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| Reflecting upon quiet moments |
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| Investigating tide pools |
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| Writing in the sand special to Mommy |
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| Planning our new home (someday) Isn't this color the BEST? |
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| Cuddling with my boy! Love this kiddo! |
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| Loving the ocean! |
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| Quality time with my nephew |
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| Flirting with Mr Safety Man |
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| Getting stuck with abyss below me... Watching beautiful waves coming in and out |
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| Playing in the Buttercups |
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| Smelling intoxicating Lupins |
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| Sneaking some snuggles |
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| Tiptoeing in the grass (boy I miss New England grass) |
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| Being goofy |
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| Rolling down REAL hills |
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| Visiting old towers (sorry too tired to turn it) |
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| Remembering our engagement on Mt Battie - admiring the CAMDEN harbo |
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| Making bubbbbbles! |
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| Sneaking some quality time with my sweeties |
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| Stealing quiet moments by the Atlantic on a ROCKY beach |
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| Finding fun spots to explore |
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| Sharing family time |
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| Loving our family |
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| Standing up to my NEMESIS - Verona Island Bridge (over huge gorge) bleck! |
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| Supporting, visiting, and loving three generations of family |
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| Climbing like I couldn't 2 yrs before |
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| Visiting Bath Maritime Museum and being in AWE of history |
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| Becoming a fish...(visiting LL BEAN) |
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| Celebrating Daddy's Day - and being GOOFY with 'said' Daddy! |
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| Actually SWIMMING in sub zero water |
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| Hunting for seashells after |
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| And saying some hard goodbyes... LOVING spending time with our family | | | |
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And the rest of our time... well let's hit that tomorrow...
